E for

effort.


i'm seeing lack of effort
and it's very sad.
but you know what, i made mine
and that's all i could do at this point.


i'm tired

meet me

halfway,

all i ask for is for you to meet me halfway. it's not a "i go 90%, and you go 10%" but it seems to be the way it is. i wish you saw my efforts on a more positive level than fucking you over because that was never my intention. i love you, and i just can't seem to let you go just yet. so show me, or i'm leaving.


i just want this to work
and we gotta make it work.
ayo, oh.

stay

it's not a matter of necessity. i don't need you in my life and i can live without you, but i want you in my life.


(inspired by stev tran<3)

departure

leaving for vietnam later on tonight :'( haha i love my bff<3, forreals. she wants to take me to the airport :') i'm going to miss her, eur, and our LMAO moments when flying (and not flying). of course, i'm going to definitely miss anthony :( i dont know how i am going to not see him for three weeks. it's going to be hard but i'll just have to get through it. i'm sure will do the same :) tehee



well,
off to fobby world :(




p.s. i really hate fobs...i get enough of them at work!