be genuine

i've been contemplating for some time now. i don't want to be friends with someone who doesn't give back the same effort they receive because you know what? i tried. i don't want to be friends with someone who ignores me as they sit there and text while we are suppose to be hanging out. sometimes saying sorry doesn't make everything okay. i feel so ignorant and blind from something i only hoped to be special. i should have listen, but i had to see it for myself what i was getting into. i don't want to become friends with someone who has the audacity to make arrogant comments yet they turn around and talk to me like we're bffs. people walk all over me. i avoid confrontation and drama by simply giving in and stepping out.

it's always been: you win, i lose.