cancels out

and back to zero.


i've laid out all the facts, all the consequences, everything. but when it comes done to weighing, the facts just cancel outs. balance. i've never been in a position where i had to choose between what the right thing to do or where my heart takes me. i can honestly say, i don't know where i'm going from here. from this. its..complicated. sigh, "it's chilllllll" =)


you know, it's the littlest things that makes me hold on a bit longer.